I can't fix this. I think it's beyond repair. We're heading in two different directions to two separate universes. I tried to line up with you; I really did. But then you started going some place else. It's too hard to follow someone who has different priorities.
Maybe we fell too fast and too hard. Maybe I'm too open-minded. Maybe you don't take enough risks. Maybe I need this and maybe you need that. Fuck the maybes. Do we want the same things or not. If we don't, this is never going to work.
So I'm guilty of being selfish and petty...
You're guilty of not knowing what you have until you're in danger of losing it.