Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Unsatisfied.

I've got a headache. My brain is bruised. I need to surround myself with the comforting familiarity of someone else's life. I need to watch a movie. I need to buy and read my books. Geez. The void is so bad. I need to escape.

Starkids have been my saving grace. And a dash of Neil Gaiman before I sleep. Otherwise...........you know the saying "all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy"...well, all work and no play is just going to send me straight to an asylum. Try that for dull.

Facebook is distractingly boring. It shouldn't be my homepage.

I think I love geeks. For it is said that the Geek shall inherit the world.

Ofuckit I'm rambling. Goodbye.

|Basking @| 11:35 PM|

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Monday, October 4, 2010

Playa.

When I left TP, my timing for 2.4km was a good 13minutes...that was after climbing for about 2.5 years and I'm pretty sure my fat percentage was like 10% or something (it's doubled TRIPLED now).

Now...after rucking for a year...I just achieved my personal best of 11minutes 45seconds. OH YEAH. Playing 7s will get you fitter than not just a proverbial fiddle but the whole damn string orchestra.

But. I still prefer 10s. You can just let loose on the field and start crashing into people. Or if you prefer, there's still enough space to play catch and run hard. Such directed, concentrated aggression is unbelievably cathartic. Honestly, I'm not sure how touch rugby players can stand handing over the ball after being just pushed. Or sometimes brushed. By the wingtips of a fairy. I really don't see how that is reason for anyone to give up anything. Meh.

BeeTeeDoubleyew, if you haven't yet caught the latest episodes of Big Bang Theory and How I Met Your Mother (Season 6 episode 2 for both), please do. They have outdone themselves in terms of hilaria.

|Basking @| 9:19 PM|

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Friday, October 1, 2010

Shards.

You selfish bitch. You had a choice between right and easy and you took the easy way out. Let your stupid little heart lead you around by the nose until you were blind to everything else. That's not how you love. That's how you destroy. You can't see what you're doing and you just ruin everything. Fuck you. You were happy two months ago. Why'd you let your hormones and emotions run all over you now. You have a brain. Use it. Stop being so petty and soft and needy. Harden up, loser. You need to be ten times stronger than this. The other FTW remember. Fuck The World. If no one will be there for you, wing it on your own, coward. Maybe now that you've been stomped all over, your heart can take a backseat and let your brain do the thinking for once.


|Basking @| 12:00 AM|

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